I dedicate this post for people who surround me, my family, my cousin and best friend who feel life is so difficult right now, the feeling of loneliness, emptiness and sadness. I just want to let you know that our Lord loves you and He will never abandon you nor forsake you.

And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.

Be strong and wait patiently for the Lord. Because those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

I love you…

Not For A Moment
Meredith Andrews

You were reaching through the storm, walking on the water,
Even when I could not see.
In the middle of it all, when I thought you were a thousand miles away.
Not for a moment, did You forsake me.
Not for a moment, did You forsake me.

After all, You are constant.
After all, You are only good.
After all, You are sovereign.
Not for a moment, will You forsake me.

You were singing in the dark, whispering Your promise.
Even when I could not hear.
I was held in Your arms, carried for a thousand miles to show,
Not for a moment did You forsake me.

After all, You are constant.
After all, You are only good.
After all, You are sovereign.
Not for a moment, will You forsake me.
Not for a moment, will You forsake me.

And every step, every breath You are there.
Every tear, every cry, every breath.
In my hurt, at my worst, when my world falls down.
Not for a moment, will You forsake me.

Even in the dark, even when it’s hard
You will never leave me
After all

After all, You are constant.
After all, You are only good.
After all, You are sovereign.
Not for a moment, will You forsake me.
Not for a moment, will You forsake me.
Not for a moment, will You forsake me.

 

Light, light, light up the sky
Light up the sky to show me YOU are with me
I, I, I can’t deny
Oh I can’t deny that YOU are right here with me
You’ve opened my eyes so I can see YOU all around me
Light, light, light up the sky
Light up the sky to show me YOU are with me

Light Up The Sky
The After

When I’m feeling all alone and so far to go
The signs are nowhere on this road guiding me home
When the night is closing in
It’s falling on my skin
Oh God will You come close

Light, light, light up the sky
Light up the sky to show me You are with me
I, I, I can’t deny
Oh I can’t deny that You are right here with me
You’ve opened my eyes so I can see You all around me
Light, light, light up the sky
Light up the sky to show me You are with me

When stars are hiding in the clouds
I don’t feel them shining
When I can’t see beyond my doubt
The silver lining
When I’ve almost reached the end
Like a flood You’re rushing in
Love is rushing in

Light, light, light up the sky
Light up the sky to show me You are with me
I, I, I can’t deny
Oh I can’t deny that You are right here with me
You’ve opened my eyes so I can see You all around me
Light, light, light up the sky
Light up the sky to show me You are with me

So I run straight to Your arms
You’re the bright and morning Sun
To show Your love, there’s nothing You won’t do

Light, light, light up the sky
You light up the sky to show me You are with me
I, I, I can’t deny
Oh I can’t deny that You are right here with me
You’ve opened my eyes so I can see You all around me
Light, light, light up the sky
Light up the sky to show me You are with me

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You are with me
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You are with me
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Happy Friday everyone. It’s another beautiful day.

Thank you Lord for today and for everyday in the past. For every blessing, opportunity, protection, grace and many other things that I can’t describe. I can’t live without YOU.

Today, it’s like any other day, you will be with me and hold my hand. We will have a happy day together Lord. TLIF ( Thank Lord it’s Friday :)

I love this song, the rhythm, the lyric. Wonderful God! I want to sing a long to praise my one and only God my Father.

 

All things bright and beautiful You are
All things wise and wonderful You are
In my darkest night, You brighten up the skies
A song will rise

I will sing a song of hope
Sing along
God of heaven come down
Heaven come down
Just to know that You are near is enough
God of heaven come down, heaven come down
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/r/robbie_seay_band/song_of_hope.html ]
All things new
I can start again
Creator, God
Calling me Your friend
Sing praise, my soul
To the Maker of the skies
A song will rise

I will sing a song of hope
Sing along
God of heaven come down
Heaven come down
Just to know You and be loved is enough
God of heaven come down, heaven come down

Hallelujah, sing
Hallelujah, sing
Hallelujah, sing

Listening to this song makes me cry. Cry for joy, to know how lucky I am and how valuable I am in My Father’s eyes.

Hebrews 13:5-6
I will never leave you nor forsake you.

Romans 8:35
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?

2 Corinthians 12:9
“My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.” Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me.

2 Corinthians 12:10
Therefore I am well content with weaknesses, with insults, with distresses, with persecutions, with difficulties, for Christ’s sake; for when I am weak, then I am strong.

Never Once
by Matt Redman

 

I remember when I was young I liked to write a letter to God. I would put it in the envelope and seal it and put in the box. I think I was an introverted person. I didn’t trust people that much in terms of sharing what I felt. It was hard for me to find a best friend, a person I could share my deepest feeling. I have parents, sisters and a brother who love me dearly but sometimes there’s a certain thing you wouldn’t want to share with them. The only friend I had back then was God.

Every night, before bed, I wrote God a note. I shared with him everything I felt, my happiness, sadness, loneliness, emptiness, hurt of being rejected, my anger, my hopes and dreams. Sometimes I just wrote a note to let Him know how much He meant to me.

Every time I wrote a letter to God, I found peace inside me. He’s the only faithful person I could trust. He never judged me nor hurt me. He always listened and looked at me with love. Many times I made mistakes and I would come to Him at night, cried and asked forgiveness.

I couldn’t count how many times I have disappointed Him but there’s not one day that He left me. He always puts the pieces back together and tells me

“I forgive you Suzana and I love you so much, Let’s try again okay.”

Imagine this, when you were young (the age of 4-7), you learned how to ride bicycle. You fell down and you got up. You fell down again, got hurt, and you got up again. You never stopped. Your dad looked and watched over you from far away and shouted with love.

“Try again son, try again! You will master it one day.”

When you were bleeding he ran toward you and put a bandage on your wound and carried you home. He was always there to comfort you and not once did he say to you “Stupid boy! Go learn yourself! I’m tired of teaching you! You just don’t get it!”

If our worldly father has that much love toward their children, can you imagine how great the love of our “Heavenly Father” is for us. He knows us better because He who created us. We are His children who need comfort and love from time to time.

I haven’t written a letter to God since I got married almost 8 years ago, so today I want to send Him a lil note:

Father,

It’s been a long time since my last letter to you.
I know I didn’t write you a lot since my last letter because you are here with me,
and we are talking a lot more in the spirit now.

Thank you so much for sending me a best friend, my husband. I share things I couldn’t share in the past with him now. You’ll be happy to hear this, he does his part right. He’s such a good listener and patient with the fact that I am a lil’ crazy person who talks too much. You’ve sent the right one for me, Lord :)

Father, I just want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH for all you’ve done for me. Look how far we’ve come!
Thank you for all the blessings and grace that you have been pouring on me since I was born.

Thank you for holding me, comforting and carrying me in your arms, when I was in sorrow, when I was in pain, when I was sad, when I was hurt,  where life seemed so difficult and the journey so rough you always remained there for me, faithfully.

You watch over me when I wake up, when I walk, when I fall, when I almost give up. You never give up hope in me. You always let me know that you are near.

Thank you for my husband, parents, family and friends. Thank you for protecting them, and be with them in any circumstances in their life.  I love them so much and I know you love them too the way you love me.

It’s too much for me to say.  I know that I can’t repay everything back. You’ve been giving me a lot more than I can ask, imagine and pray. I love you so much too and I can’t be separated from you because apart from you I’m just NOTHING.

Thank you for being so faithful to me and for keeping up with me.
I know I hurt you so many times and you never take your love one bit away from me.

Thank you Father for being my Father. I can’t wait to meet you face to face and get a real hug from you.
Promise to hug Emory too Father, he’ll be jealous if you don’t ;)

Love,
Your daughter
Suzana-